Monday, 26 September 2011

Moving places

So, I'm moving back to Parkview from Kensington. Tomorrow. Not today. But I find myself waiting. The whole day today for tomorrow. Its not the first time I've found myself waiting like this. I have important things to do today, really. But I'm waiting. I've done this before. Like, a simple example, I have a meeting at 3pm, but I'll be preparing for it from 10am - not even a big deal meeting. And won't do anything till then. Ridiculous - I hope a prospective employer never reads this.
So, for some awesome reason, I've had an awesome moment of understanding from JC. I was singing to him the other day and I've been singing these same words over and over and over again (like for weeks or months) and I was like, these are sweet. Pretty cool. All that, before this week. Then boom, sudden realisation! God was talking to me about how I move him. And I was driving around singing that IHOP song, 'do you know the way you move me' and I sang it in the direction of people walking on the streets and in cars and it was the strangest, awesome feeling cause these people were strangers to me. But they moved God. They touch his heart. Wo! And he took me deeper in the understanding, how he finds me captivating (yeah, the book, I read that too), but like, he really does.
This kinda also came through a book called boundaries. At one point in the book, the author mentions how God has boundaries too (of course) and how I can ask him to change his mind (not like a human, like he's God, all knowing and everything, but I can move him. He can change his mind). I just need to ask him, petition him. Talk about a melting heart! Mine!